Sometimes the Sun is Bad for Depression

Bad Sun

Sorry for the lack of posts lately. I’ve been busy with work, but mostly, I’ve been too depressed to care. I’ve been using my energy on what matters in the end: My wife and kids. Yesterday, we drove around a little more than usual, and I had to fight a losing battle: staying awake while the sun was shining on me.

You see, for most people (often including myself), the sun can help depression significantly. The light, warmth, and natural light add up to be a wonderful boost to mood and energy. Unfortunately, the sun can have another, stronger effect when I’m exposed too long. The heat and light drain my energy. My eyes are sensitive to the harsh Arizona sun, and my body thinks the only answer is the make me close my eyes. The longer my eyes are closed, the sleepier I get. On the other hand, the longer my eyes are open, the harder it is to keep them open. It’s a vicious trap.

When I wake up, I’m groggy and it takes several minutes to regain my status as a human being. My energy is gone, sapped by the light and heat. I’m a pile of noodles, which sucks. Thankfully, this isn’t a problem when I’m driving, because my body is really good at fight/flight/freeze management. But it can make me a terrible passenger, and goober up my mood. Bleh.

Thankfully, I have an understanding family, and the ability to pretend to be a human being, even when I feel like Chewbacca. Thank God for coping skills.

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6 thoughts on “Sometimes the Sun is Bad for Depression

  1. noimnotok

    I’m in Sydney and todays it’s 41 degrees Centigrade, that’s 106 Fahrenheit. The sun is scalding hot and I cannot go outside. This is bad for depression.

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    1. Rory Post author

      It seems like we are trading weather. That’s how we spend our summers, here. Sorry for your heat. If I could send you our snow, I would.

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  2. Ronin Nelson

    You live in Arizona too? That’s cool. I know that the sun kills my mood to do almost anything. It really makes me tired and want to take a nap. That is why I take small naps so often.

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